|- Monday, July 31, 2006 -|
haiz.... 2dae im so sad!!!!!!! :(
jus bcos of wad happened jus now....
wen on e way home....
WAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i feel lyk screaming out loud!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
n i oso feel lyk crying out loud!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hate myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! realli.... y jus cant i b more brave?????
or mayb speak more loudly???? WHY???????????????
*SOB* :(
im so useless.....
i shld tell him... y shld i b scared or mayb nervous or mayb shy???
y i did not tell him??? *sob*
haiz.... he mus b very sad or nervous now....
i hate myself....
i donnnoe wad 2 do.....
realli donnnoe wad can i do....
its all over.....
i cant help him anymore....
NEVER......
even if i change my mind now, i still cant help him....
haiz....
i jus hope tt e other guy hu ish dere on e bus oso will do wad he shld do....
he mus do....
HE MUS....
or i will guilty 4 my whole life de....
haiz... :(
i realli feel lyk crying!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *sob*
its all 2 late 2 do anything else le..... all 2 late..... :(
5:29 PM...@rIeSgAl...